When Helen isn't busy raising children (that includes Chris, by the way) and working, she relaxes by writing poetry and creating artwork. So, sit back and enjoy yourself.....
so smooth and knowing
a favorite poem beginning
again
Ending who-knows-where
but begun from being together
long ago.
New truths, places, traits
we may discover
but let none deceive you --
old lovers are best!
Tiger wakes & stretches
I hide close by
make myself small and hidden
He sees me now, yawns and
Pounces (he'll eat me UP)
paws and purrs....
(my chance)
I wriggle free and
dive
(splash) cool and deep
'neath the sheets
I touch your wrist
to feel your heart beat, yes
then squeeze to find my pulsing
is it me
or us together
Beside me
you eye the sky and trees
and we are alone together
Someone asks me.....
I answer the way you would.
Doing a chore I hate
it doesn't exist
thinking of you
Sitting among my unsorted papers
or the dinner half-cooked
You put your tongue in my mouth
let the veggies burn!
I'd like to put us off
a little
but, after all, the house isn't on fire
------ we are!
so let's slip off
to quench the flame
A good-bye kiss
you said
and it would have been
but you put your tongue
in my mouth
and you kiss so totally
there's just nowhere else
compels me to attend
like your touches
And so I won't turn away
or run you off
like I intended
but submit
Perhaps you won't find
me going to bed tonight.
You'll check the bathroom,
bedroom, kitchen, den. The children,
front yard, back and
then
the closets, behind doors
bedroom again.
a word I'll call, and, amazed,
you'll find me
'neath the dinner table,
with a low light, pillow
dressed in a smile
I see you knight
splendidly arrayed
the poetry of loving care
expressed in many-a-deed
It is simply
that I admire
who you are
and what you're doing
Complete you are
fire glowing, touch so light -
hearts are lightened
for knowing you
Long ago, feelings scared me,
til lonliness bade me
melt the ice
about my heart, or die
Scarsely warmed, love claimed
my heart for it's own
exacting as "dowry"
the defenses I'd known
An apt pupil for emotions,
heart opened quickly
the other I'd been seeking
unknowing, suddenly found
From 2 rough histories,
cautious, eyes opened,
marriage not a given,
but what we'd try to earn
Between us came a bonding
which never can be severed
though we grow and change
and aren't always known.
We live in a heart-land
of our own creating,
accepting our differences
delighting in our same
Most would say love encloses,
brings two souls together
in a union none may alter,
or else love never was
While 'tis true that forever
he and I continue
we do not complete
each others destiny
Stripped of my defenses,
my heart remains
a little open, and
I do not wish it wasn't so
Perhaps you wonder if I'm
happy, and I answer
"Often" rather than "always" -
to you I'd speak honestly
The marriage is a process
our strength in our doing,
now warmth flowing bright,
now serenely glow
If a chill wind briefly passes
'twixt my mate and I,
we fear not, nor even if desires
are imperfectly met
If I reach and find him not,
though imperfect be my seeking,
my heart lonely quivers
& my eyes, still peering, see
If another I perceive then
beautiful, as you are,
response so natural, purely felt
I more than notice you
Stirred by feelings that
are part of me,
I'l neither act on, nor
imagine them away
That my feelings could scare
you, or compell you,
or hurt you - fears
bid me silence keep
Yet, could you not gain
a mirror, a mind touch
in passing, to find yourself
wiser and free?
Thus I write of your affect,
hoping not to hurt you,
blindly trusting Truth to
not abuse you
I've learned love may be felt
for more than one other -
love's a journey taken
an endless motion found
About us shines Forever,
endless souls to share
and care for one and other,
ever learning, growing, playing - as do we
With my mate, an endless encounter,
yet a portion of my heart
reached by your brilliance, a little
lightened, as by a sun
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